Well kiddies, it is almost Friday again. for some reason this week has went by pretty fast.. at least it has for me. To all those in agony of a slowly passing week, I'm sorry.
So last night I made stuffed green peppers. OMG they were so fucking good. Dwight decided to make some double fudge kick your teeth in brownies. I don't think I have ever had a brownie so damn good in my life! He had a seizure the night before last. which scared the hell out of me and I'm sure it did him too. We are hoping that it is due to his neuropathy. and also hoping that the docs can do something about it. i hate seeing him in pain. it breaks my heart, cause i really want to do something for him and know that i can't.
Work is still work. yesterday seemed to be a pretty easy day. I was in alot of pain but worked through it. now that i have insurance i am going to go to all the docs that i have been wanting or needing to see. and big bend cares pays for all my co-pays. YAY!!
I brought left overs for lunch today YAY.
I had a talk with Paul yesterday. that was interesting. I was really hurt by him. We went from being brothers ( i called him my brother cause we were so close) to him just not even talking to me at all. he wouldn't respond to my texts, would call me or return my calls, never came to see me. just no effort on his part to continue a friendship. and to be honest it hurt. ALOT. I loved and still love him. When I had my cancer he was there for me and he gave me strength to keep going. There were times during the treatment i wanted to give up completely and i wanted to die. He was the one that kept me going and helped me fight that showed me that there was a reason for living. I never really had a brother to speak of growing up so Paul was that brother to me. we confided so much in each other we shared secrets about our past we shared secrets, thoughts, dreams, plans, desires. he was my best friend. but as time goes on i guess people pass in and out of your life and he is one friend that i feel i am growing distant from. it hurts cause he was the one friend that i never wanted to feel like we were growing apart.
Dwights birthday is coming up. I want to get him a keyboard. i am working on something a lil bit more special for him but i wont say here. :-) i just hope he will like it.
The phones here today at work are busy as hell. they are def. keeping me busy lol
but they are easy calls. luckily i knew everything they were asking for. There hasn't been too many meetings today thank god.
well that's it for now.
till next time kiddies.
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