Friday, November 12, 2010

lovely times

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Thursday, November 4, 2010

Been a While.

Wow. So my last entry here was July 14th.. And so much has went down since then. I no longer live in Crawfordville and no longer live with Dwight. He decided to move back in with his brother a couple of months ago, and I moved back in with Gina and her family. I am not going to talk about my relationship or what’s going on with it, because if your close to me then you should already know. If you don't know, then by all means shoot me a message on facebook and I will tell you what’s going on. I am still working for the state. Same position... YAY.. lol Gina Finally had her baby. Little girl named gracelyn shay kent. She is adorable.


Moving on, we have a new governor. Not the one i would have liked to have seen win, but a new one nonetheless. State Government should be an interesting ride the next 2 years. I got a new tatt.. which is awesome. I went to outer limits tattoos on Hwy. 27. Matthew is the one that did it. he does great work. I am going back hopefully on the 12th to get my left forearm inked up with something. just not sure what yet.. lol


I have made a few good friends here at work. Vangie is awesome! she’s my bestest friend here at work. We took some pics back in her office the other day. One with me laid out on table... Good times. Course i got to thinking about it and i think that i have a picture with me laid out on a table just about everywhere i have worked. lol *sigh*


Jimmy went to jail not too long ago. he decided to drink a bunch of tequila and then break into Henry’s meat market on south side for a drink. hmm. But according to sources, he did not actually do the "breaking in". that was already done when he got to the scene. he just saw this opportunity to grab something to drink. Good Times... At any rate he has been bonded out and is currently working on staying out of trouble. Not my name on the bond.. lol this time.. :-\


Things between me and a certain co-worker have calmed down... thank god! i was getting just a bit tired of her and i would like to think she was getting just a tad tired of trying to keep up with me all the time. there was some drama about a month ago. but that has been taken care of and dealt with, and I am happy with the outcome.


They are having a 5k run/walk thing today and i am amazed at the people that just ran by my office... lol I am glad that i am participating in today’s lovely adventures. lol


So my health has been somewhat up and down. I have good days and bad days... and some days where i just want to sleep and wish everyone else around me would go away. it happens. Just got labs done the other day, and i have a feeling the results will not be too good. but we will see. :-)


On a lighter note. the fair is coming into town. yay! i love the fair. have since i was a kid. I remember going to all the agriculture exhibits with my mom and seeing all the cows at the 4-h auction.. and the funnel cakes... my god the funnel cakes.. RAWR! sausage a pepper sammiches.. kettle corn... candied apples... mmmm... wait what was i talking about ?


So.. been kinda in a bad spot lately.. but im slowly pulling myself out. Ive cut down my friends list on facebook. ALOT.. lol i need to trim the fat of people that i dont really know or get along with. No reason to give them access to my life and it's details. Will prolly go through and cut a lil more fat... im sure i can do better than where it is now.


Samhain went very well this year... there were some really strange things going on in the universe. not sure what it all means but should be interesting to see the outcome. :-) Well i think i am going to wrap this up for now. I will prolly post more as the day goes on and as it comes to my head.. lol

Later..

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Wednesday.. Hump Day again,..

Well kiddies, it is almost Friday again. for some reason this week has went by pretty fast.. at least it has for me. To all those in agony of a slowly passing week, I'm sorry.



So last night I made stuffed green peppers. OMG they were so fucking good. Dwight decided to make some double fudge kick your teeth in brownies. I don't think I have ever had a brownie so damn good in my life! He had a seizure the night before last. which scared the hell out of me and I'm sure it did him too. We are hoping that it is due to his neuropathy. and also hoping that the docs can do something about it. i hate seeing him in pain. it breaks my heart, cause i really want to do something for him and know that i can't.



Work is still work. yesterday seemed to be a pretty easy day. I was in alot of pain but worked through it. now that i have insurance i am going to go to all the docs that i have been wanting or needing to see. and big bend cares pays for all my co-pays. YAY!!



I brought left overs for lunch today YAY.



I had a talk with Paul yesterday. that was interesting. I was really hurt by him. We went from being brothers ( i called him my brother cause we were so close) to him just not even talking to me at all. he wouldn't respond to my texts, would call me or return my calls, never came to see me. just no effort on his part to continue a friendship. and to be honest it hurt. ALOT. I loved and still love him. When I had my cancer he was there for me and he gave me strength to keep going. There were times during the treatment i wanted to give up completely and i wanted to die. He was the one that kept me going and helped me fight that showed me that there was a reason for living. I never really had a brother to speak of growing up so Paul was that brother to me. we confided so much in each other we shared secrets about our past we shared secrets, thoughts, dreams, plans, desires. he was my best friend. but as time goes on i guess people pass in and out of your life and he is one friend that i feel i am growing distant from. it hurts cause he was the one friend that i never wanted to feel like we were growing apart.

Dwights birthday is coming up. I want to get him a keyboard. i am working on something a lil bit more special for him but i wont say here. :-) i just hope he will like it.

The phones here today at work are busy as hell. they are def. keeping me busy lol
but they are easy calls. luckily i knew everything they were asking for. There hasn't been too many meetings today thank god.

well that's it for now.

till next time kiddies.

Friday, July 9, 2010

LOL close enough for government work..

Well it is almost 5 on friday THANK YOU BABY JESUS.. I just had a coming to jesus talk with my co worker. I just lover her to death. she really gets it. ya know. oh well...

Well i talked to my landlord and everything is fine. got all our bills paid and on a payment plan and gots money to play with so im right as rain..

I am thinking pizza tonight for dinner. i just know i am so ready to go home and spend some time with my baby. now that the stress cloud has cleared. but... still gotta do laundry this weekend... UGH I loathe laundry... maybe i can play sick or something and get out of it lol..:-) Love ya dwight.

Well i guess i dont really have much to say at this point. I knwo i want to see a movie just not sure what at this point.

anyways i just tried calling my brother that i havent talked to since october of last year since my sister died and its disconnected. oh well. was just gonna say hey really.. hmmm guess i should have kept in touch.. lol

oh well i cant seem to get ahold of any of my family members. lol damn that sucks lol oops...

well... Later!

Friday Finally!!

So, I am going to attempt to update this every day from now on. or at least on week days that I am at work Ha Ha.

So, We have these dogs... Bruiser which is a chihuahua and is Dwight's, Then there is Jessibelle who is a chihuahua/terrier mix, and SnowFlake. God only knows what kinda pup snowflake is. Well, as many of you know jessibelle is about 15 in human years. shes an old broad that's for sure. Bruiser is somewhat still a pup and snowflake is definantly a lil puppy. well these lovely dogs in which i love very dearly, and I'm not naming names cause i really don't know who did what at this point, decided to chew a hole into my wall after peeling back the wallpaper. :- I am NOT happy. So now I have to repair about an 8-14 inch hole that these dogs have opened up in our wall. Which don't get me wrong a lil drywall and some putty and paint will fix it up, its just the trouble of having to do so.

Moving on, I saw a movie last night. I ordered it from on demand cause for some reason Rebox would not allow me to rent. and seeing as how I've had the SAME movies from netflix for like 2 weeks I'm not waiting on my Que to send it to me lol But I heard that Remember Me with Rob Pat had a twist ending and was overall a good movie, so I decided to watch it.
WOW
Well they were right about the ending being a twist. I wont give too much info away on the film because if you haven't seen it, it really is a good movie to watch and i suggest you see it. I was a little hesitant at first to watch it cause overall I am not a really big fan of Robert Patterson. I love the twilight series books and movies but that is all i knew of Robert Patterson as an actor. so judging by that i just didn't think I would be interested. He proved me wrong. He was absolutely amazing in this movie. I will say this as a warning, it is very much a tear jerker. I cried for almost 10 minutes straight during the end of this movie. and afterwards had to call my best friend just to tell her how mad I was that the movie made me cry. You could tell towards the end it was building up cause it kept flipping between all the main characters of the movie and the tone of the music changed and everything seemed to move slow and seamlessly between scenes. so you were expecting something, but i tell you kiddies, you aren't expecting what happens. So again if you have not seen this movie... GO SEE IT!!

Well it's Friday Finally. and it has been one hell of a week. i was completely stressed out for most of the entire week. but I've finally let go and decided whatever will be will be and there is nothing i can do about it. so we will see :-) i just pray my landlord will be as understanding about things as i need them to be :-D Ha ha. Time will tell... actually about 12 noon when i call to let them know whats going on will tell... lol

So usually Fridays are really simple and slow here at work but today for some reason it is off the chain. I am getting so many calls from the call center. so many meetings going on today. i mean i am BUSY! so i guess i will close this up for now

maybe more later. maybe ill post what my landlord says LOL

:-P

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Update!!

So here I sit at work, thinking of something to write my first blog on (for this site) . And I have drawn a complete blank. So I guess I will start with whats been going on recently (last few months or so) and we will go from there :-)..

Well FIFA world cup finals play this Sunday. It is between Spain and The Netherlands. I'm pulling for Spain! I hardly EVER pull for US in the FIFA World Cup. Although I will say they were robbed early on with that stupid ass call by the ref. when US scored towards the end of the game.So the game is Sunday. which is kewl. I kinda wish it was on Saturday so maybe i could go out somewhere to watch it and still have a day to rest before having to be back at work lol but oh well. I'll just lounge around the house in my undies eating pretzels and pizza :-)








As most of my friends know, I moved to Crawfordville. I moved into a place with Dwight. My old flame from back in the day. We have dated off and on for like 14 years and finally decided to give it one last go. And I couldn't be happier. There was some resentment there for a little while for personal reasons, but I have managed to work through those issues and I hope Dwight and I will be very happy in the upcoming years. I think this is it for me as far as dating and relationships go. This would be my "spouse" if I could legally call him that. So till death do us part and all that lovely mushiness. :-)









A friend of mine is involved in a lawsuit with the City of Midway over some shenanigans perpetrated by the mayor and her band of thugs. And I use the term thugs very lightly as they are worse than thugs, they are political slaughterers if there is such a term.http://www.wctv.tv/home/headlines/97975529.html is there you can read a little about it and what they are asking for. I pray they get the 15k they are asking for and get re-instated in their jobs. Although if re-instated I can assure you they will need to be on their P's and Q's as I'm sure they will be watched and fired for any little transgression or wrong doing. no matter how small it may be. :-(



I am about to hit my 90 days in my new job, working for the State of Florida. My official title is State Information Specialist. Doesn't that just sound special and juicy :-) Basically what i am is a Lobby receptionist who takes calls from state information call center on my slow times. between visitors and meetings and escorts and blah blah blah. Its actually a pretty wonderful job. I meet all kinds of interesting people and contacts related to state vendors and state agencies, I sit behind a desk all day, I answer phones (which isn't really the highlight of my day trust me!!), I get an hour for lunch, 2 15 minute breaks, paid holidays, and paid vacation time. In my honest opinion, IT'S A DREAM JOB!! :-)When I first started there was a little bit of inner-office politics but after fighting to struggle against it, it has finally calmed down to the point where I am not brought into it any longer :-) OH and I forgot to mention the health benefits :-P FINALLY!! lol




My best friend in the whole world Gina is Pregnant again. (no comment) lol Love ya girl. Shes been spending a lot of time at my house lately. I absolutely love pregnant girls. The love to eat and they eat often. so me being a big fluffy juicy boy/pup, that makes me very happy to have them in my company. and let me tell you, Gina and I could tear up some food before she got pregnant, NOW, Look out buffets Fatties on the prowl. :-) I will say the one thing i miss the most about living with her is her mamma's cooking. well that and the midnight runs to taco bell and MacDonald's for shits and giggles. oh and the midnight cooking extravaganza that we would put on from time to time in the kitchen late at night.. I can still smell those pork chops frying. :-)





On a medical note. My health is doing OK to Fairly good. My t-cells are well above 800 and my Viral load is undetectable. so YAY for Atripla!! which at this point i consider a wonder drug. My cholesterol is high and they are concerned about that along with my blood pressure running high. can anyone say Heart attack? although i cant see why (huh Gina?)
So that is it... enjoy... :-P